MakTok dan Wan dan Atok. UPDATED 27 Feb 2011

Maktok - kat rumah Makcik Mini, chicken pox, high blood, badan sengal sengal, tak boleh bergerak laju-laju, still not fully recovered from stroke raya tahun lepas.

Wan - kat hospital dah 3 hari, muntah-muntah, sakit perut kekadang sampai berkerut-kerut dahi, buang buang air, tak lalu makan, tak lalu minum (fobia sebab muntah banyak), sugar level sangat low (pagi tadi) sampai nurse pun panik, siang tido, malam takleh tido, keletihan yang amat - takde tenaga, high white cell count, blocked bowel (tak pasti apa yang buat block), kurus tinggal kulit je, expected to be at hospital a looong time...

Atok - cried, worried and depressed with Wan's condition

ALLAHUMMA ASHFI KASNI BTE HAJI KARIM 
ALLAHUMMA ASHFI ZAINUN BTE ABDULLAH
ALLAHUMMA ASHFI DHIA MAISARAH BTE MOHD AFFENDI


Sesiapa yang baca blog ni tolong baca doa-doa kat atas tu.


Terima kasih

Update 27hb Feb 2011 @ 5:00pm
Wan, Zainun bt Abdullah kembali ke rahmatullah ketika azan subuh pagi tadi.

Al-Fatihah.

Mama tension lagi

Dari blog mama...

In point:

1) Struggling with Sarah.

2) My mom kena chicken pox jugak...she's 74! Jangkit from mina for sure. Already quarantine in Klang, at my sister house, duhhh..pity her sangat2 .

3) My mother in law admitted due to food poisoning. She's emmm ok i forgot her age but she's older than my mom and really fragile.

4) I donno if i have taken any chicken pox jab or not...cannot remember. But I memang tak penah kena lagi...mintak dijauhkan...not now please, Ya Allah tolonglah hambamu ini.

5) Some issues at the shop.

Maybe i need to count all the blessing that i have so that my mind will not focus on the 5 items listed above.

Mama tension

Ayah kat Jakarta, secara fizikal.

Kalau diikutkan ayah tak nak pergi. Dalam keadaan macam ni ayah takda keinginan untuk kerja jauh. Tapi kalau ayah tak pergi, prestasi merosot, akhirnya keluarga kita akan susah.

Dalam kejauhan, ayah sayu membaca SMS mama. Mama sedih dan rasa helpless dengan keadaan Sarah.

Ni ayah ambik dari blog mama..

Sarah need to drink plenty of water. Tapi nak suruh dia minum air pun dah macam nak suruh dia minum ubat. Not easy ...

Hari ni start joting down any fluid intake. Sukat semua. Total as of 11pm ni about 335ml. Tu termasuklah susu, vitagen, air, teh o, xp-180. Semalam dengan hari ni mmg kurang sangat minum.

Semalam pagi muntah banyak so itu yg buat dia takut...i think. Kat hospital ada drip so takpelah kan kurang minum , tapi kat rumah kena minum sendiri..alahai. Semalam makan 2 kali..lunch n dinner. Hari ni lunch taknak makan, nasib baik dinner makan banyak lah jugak.

Doktor ada bekalkan ubat Bacterim utk elakkan sebarang jangkitan paru-paru yg selalunya terkena pada yg menjalani rawatan kemoterapi ni. Twice a week, two times per day. Sampai hari ni i belum start bagi lagi. Semalam i dah prepare, but before bagi kat sarah i rasa dulu. Rasanya adalah sangat teruk! Cekpen pun rasa....geleng kepala je dia.

Cuba bayangkan air kosong pun sikit punya susah nak minum , inikan benda pahit payau. Dah le rupa sarah sangat kesian sekarang ni, botak, kurus, cengkung, layu....macam tengok dak afrika tak cukup makan kena hurung lalat tu...pastu nak paksa dia makan ubat??!!

Bila nak minum XP tu smlm dia lari kejar bibik...masa tu tuhan je yg tau macam mana aku rasa. Dia lari dgn keadaan yg macam nak tumbang tu...mmg rasa nak pitam ...tak sanggup..tak sanggup tengok sarah yg dulu ceria cergas sihat tapi macam sekelip mata je jadi macam ni.

Memang sesiapa yang melihat episod Sarah minum ubat/supplement rasanya boleh menangis. Menangis tengok Sarah yang sedaya upaya menolak meminum. Budak 3 tahun mana yang nak minum benda yang dia tak suka, sehari 4-5 kali. But at the same time, sayu dan sedih melihat kasih seorang mama yang sedaya upaya memberi semangat untuk anak kecil tu minum, kerna itulah antara usaha untuk memulihkannya. Sayu dan sedih kerna kesabaran mama tu diuji hingga ke tahap yang sangat maksima. Bayangkan nak minum air tiga teguk kena pujuk memujuk sampai 30-40minit. Bayangkan jugak perasaan bila Sarah yang lemah dan cengkung dan botak tu terpaksa di pegang, diugut oleh mama yang sedih dan marah bercampur baur, untuk minum. 

Terus terang ayah cakap, ayah tak tau macam mana nak tolong kedua dua Sarah dan mama. Tambah lagi pulak ayah jauh, jauh yang amat sangat. Kekadang tu ayah rasa ayah ni macam bodoh, tak guna.

Tak tau nak tulis apa lagi.

Mama is broken hearted

This entry is taken from Momsfeelgood.

Not Good Enough

I was told that last Saturday, the parents teachers day was a private event. Only parents of top student were invited. Darwish van driver told me so (he is our informer so i believe him, all this while he is our reference other than the school blog or written message/notice). I did not get any invitation or notice from Darwish bag (i have to dig myself cos darwish hardly tell me anything), so i just waited, asked Darwish everyday just in case it was verbally informed in his class.

Since today was the last day, still no news until yesterday, cekpen asked the van driver again early this morning. Apparently, the parent teachers day was last saturday *Confious* . Maybe the "Not So Good Student's Parents " really no need to come.

So I decided to see his teacher today. I reached school around 10.30am, only to get cold treatment from the teacher who really (looked) disturbed with my presence and with a heavy voice telling me that darwish report card already filed away. She told me she had given to Darwish and other student on last *Friday (not sure if everyone or the not so good one), and told me that maybe Darwish has returned it back in the basket where the absent student file was kept. I was surprise that she didn't even bother to check whether the parents has signed it or not. Oh ... school holiday is around the corner rite!

*Last Friday Darwish did told me he received the 'blue file" but his teacher asked to return it back. So he returned it back without bring it back home....oh anakku!! After some interrogation that day, so i tought i will see the 'blue file' again during parents teachers day, well.....i'm wrong.

Then she told me to find another teacher(who keeping the report card), who will be his standard 2 class teacher (i guess), and by this time i was told that next year darwish will not be in the same class. Seriouslly i don't have the mood to ask the teacher (who is not interested at all to discuss my son performance) what is the class rating...her annoyed face really turn me off.

So i went to see this other teacher who give me the same unhappy face (maybe she annoyed with my presence) who told me that she's about to go for her break. I did apologize twice ....first, when i approach her, then when she mention " i baru nak pergi makan".

She dig up the file..passed it to me, give me a pen, ask me to sign and put the file back ..of course she did not wait for me. She left with her tumbler in her right hand and her handbag.

So there i was, looking at darwish result ...with broken heart...4A and 6B, (main paper 2A,3B) with average of 81%. Mid year was a lot better than the final exam... :(.

While i was fainted emotionally in that room, Darwish was still chirpy, running around bilik guru main kejar-kejar dengan Sarah.

Ayah dan mama dah balik!!

Alangkah gembiranya Awish, Mina dan Sarah sebab ayah dan mama dah balik.

Sarah - berdukung sepanjang masa dengan mama dan ayah. Tak lepas. Takut mama dan ayah hilang lagi

Mina - malam masa mama dan ayah sampai dah tertidur, 5 minit lepas tu dia terjaga, punyalah excited. Esoknya mama dan ayah jumpa Teacher Barathy dia kat RealKids pulak tu, untuk sesi teacher and parents. Balik school tersengih memanjang. Tambah pulak dapat 'girl dress' yang di minta2.

Awish - sekolah pagi dan petang. Lagipun pagi, sekolah kebangsaan ada ujian akhir penggal. So tak dapatlah nak lepaskan rindu secukupnya masa hari tu.

Apa2 pun mama dan ayah happy sebab dah balik jumpa anak-anak. Walau pun dalam hati mama dan ayah macam berharap dapat lama lagi kat Phuket tu.

Hello!

Hello 1 : 27/5/2010 Night
Ayah : Hello (from Phuket)
Mina : Ayahhh!!!! (dengan nada happy). Can you come home now.
Ayah : Sunday I come home ok.
Mina : Have you found my girl dress?
Ayah : Not yet. I cannot find. What's Darwish doing?
Mina : Darwish sleep already. Father, can you come home now?
Ayah : Not yet. When I've found your girl dress I come home ok?
Mina : Ok.
Ayah : Bye Mina.
Mina : Bye ayah.

Hello 2 : 30/5/10 Morning

Ayah : Hello (from Phuket)

Mina : Father is that you? Hmm father is that you. Can you please come home? So late already.

Ayah : No cannot. I have not found your girl dress.

Mina : When you buy, you must come home ok.

Ayah : What is Darwish doing?

Mina : Darwish shower up.

Ayah : Ok later I call I want to talk to Darwish ok.

Mina : Ok. you buy my girl dress, then you come home ok?

Ayah : Ok bye.

Mina : Bye.

Hello 3 : 29/5/2010 Morning
Ayah : Hello (from Phuket)
Darwish : Hello. Father is that you?
Ayah : Yes.
Darwish : Can you come home now?
Ayah : No. I have not found your UP shirt.
Darwish : Eh father, I want UP shirt ok. You buy for me ok.
Ayah : Ok. If I cannot find I buy ultraman shirt ok? Mina girl dress. How about Sarah?
Darwish : Sarah....sarah...sarah...
Ayah : You want to talk to mother?
Mother : How about Sarah? What do you want to buy for Sarah?
Darwish : Mother? Is that you?
Mother : Yes? What you want to buy for Sarah?
Darwish : Sarah... sarah... Spongebob shirt.. sarah spongebob shirt ok
Mother and Ayah : ??!??!? (sarah = spongebob?)
Mother : Ok. What is Sarah doing?
Darwish : Sarah at mother's shop.
Mother : Sunday mother come home ok?
Darwish : Ok. Bye

Hello 4 : 30/5/10 Night
Ayah : Hello (from KLIA, just after touchdown)
Mina : Did you buy my girl dress? (mana pegi hello anak ayah sorang ni?)
Ayah : Yes I buy already.
Mina : Can you come home now?
Ayah : Yes, I come home now.
Mina : You come home so fast ok?
Ayah : Ok. 9:30 ok? Where's Darwish?
Mina : Darwish sleep. You come home now. So late already.
Ayah : Ok. You wait for father ok. Bye
Mina : Bye.

Ayah lah rindu sebenarnya meninggalkan Awish, Mina dan Sarah. Sepanjang di Phuket sentiasa teringatkan ketiga-tiga anak ayah.

Kena Tinggal

Father : Awish, Thursday, father and mother go far away, ok. Sunday father and mother come home.
Awish : Hahhhh... I want father..
Father : Later I buy for you something ok. What do you want?
Awish : I want shirt UP!
Father : If got father buy for you ok. If not I buy for you ultraman shirt. Do you want?
Awish : Ok.
Father : But you must promise father to be come a good boy ok. Don't make Mina and Sarah cry. You must take care of your sisters.
Awish : Ok father.

Father : Mina, Thursday, father and mother go far away, ok. Sunday father and mother come home.
Mina : Hahhhh... I want father...I want mother
Father : Sunday father come home laa..
Mina : Ok. But you must early ok. Don't too late.

Father : ........
Sarah : .........come, come, ayan, ayan (translation, come, come sembahyang, sembahyang)
**Sarah ingatkan ayah belum sembahyang maghrib lagi**

Bye-bye Awish, Mina, Sarah. Ayah dan mama akan belikan something for all of you. Promise!

On the way...

Balik Tampin, day trip. Tengah hari singgah kat Restoren Nelayan Seremban.

Awish, Mina, Sarah layang nasi goreng cina dengan mee kari. Memang power.

Ayah dgn mama borong jangek, ikan tembelian, udang sungai untuk makan dengan atuk dan wan

'Happy Time Seeking' Outing

Plan asal nak tengok Toy Story 3D. Punyalah panjang queue. Terus kensel.
Turun kat LG2 jumpa pulak temporary park ni.
Very good business in Sunway. Per ride per person is RM3 or RM5. We rode the train, merry go round and bump car, and aero plane (no pic).
Last sekali Awish nak naik ferris wheel, tapi tak dapat sebab ayah kudukut! :)
Maka merajuk la Awish yang tak berapa paham tu.
Ayah dan mama ambik kesempatan tu untuk ajar Awish pasal menabung. Siap belikan tabung lepas tu.
Maybe next time ye Awish. Bila mama dan ayah dah kembali 'beruang'.

Donut Outing

Ni outing yang terjadi masa ayah bawak Awish, Mina, Sarah kat kedai hari Sabtu, secara tiba Mama cakap "Awish nak makan donut". Dalam masa tak sampai 2 minit selepas tu kitorang dah on the way ke Big Apple kat Tesco.

Setengah dozen + 2 donut free habis dalam masa 15 minit.

Night Outing

Since Mama start business the kids have never had a night outing. Last week, all of sudden I felt like bringing the kids out for a kopitiam after closing the shop.

So, PapaRich Puchong Jaya became our primary target. We were hoping that we would get the table with the sofa. It's at the far outter corner of the shop and just besides it, there's an ample space for the kids to melalak, berlari sana, terkejar sini etc. Alhamdulillah that was what we got. And the kids love it. Not only place but also the menu...nasi lemak, aiskrim. Mak bapak eh pun suko gak, melantak malam malam buto.

Grocery Outing

Lepas beli barang dapur kat Giant, macam biasa kena singgah kat Giant Food Court untuk melantak makan tengahari.

Happy Birthday Mother!!

Esok 29/3 mother's birthday.

So tadi pegi Jusco IOI beli birthday card for Mother.
Also bought Pooh water bottle for Mina, Coin bag for Darwish.

Then at home we write the card (err.. Sarah punya ayah tuliskan, pakai tangan kiri dia) and put it inside the gift bag.






When mother come home... SURPRISE!!!!(but not after some crying by Mina because tak sempat nak menyorok sebelum mother masuk).


Happy Birthday Mother!!!